i feel so nervous and stress...ah!!!really stress!!!Wish evrything goes well and PLEASE LET ME PASS!!!!!

the stupid "A" is just so stupid...wat same company as "G"...that company is just some bluff ppl company...they have been finding any1 on the road they see...my fren have been approached by them be4 too...then ask me to acc her go for interview...i went with her and i saw so many ugly ppl thr...hahaha....i tink among all of them...my fren counted the best looking le...the rest ...oh..."A" is just 1 of them...so ugly!!!=P...the only things she have abt her look....is just that she is slim...and nothing...no brain too...

hmm...y cant i fall in love anymore....there is some1 out there....i have to admit...is my type..but i just cant fall in love with him...he got 2 deep dimples...very nice...:) then good complexion,fit,sporty but lazy in work...nice hairstyle...ah beng type...but study...very special...hahahaha...=P he is some how like an eye candy to me...can enjoy seeing...but cant get it...=(....i not sure whether he got gf...but somehow have interest in him...the only pt i dislike abt him...is he smoke...i dont like ppl smoke....=(....i oso scare of talking to him...is like..other girls will keep staring at u....like"dont snatch my boy away from me"face...hahahaha....i wish he can notice me....just talk to me, can make me feel happy for the whole day le..=)...today never talk at all...sad....sob...='(...

i dunno y....but i got this sudden sad feeling in me...these few day...no matter how happy i m...my eyes will always suddenly feel sour...tears like any time will fill it...izzit becos in my heart..there is some sad things holding me?i dunno...i m in a mess...i tried my best to tink of y le....but i get no solution....izzit too long never cry?maybe ba...i cant really slp...these few weeks met alot ppl..most of them keep ask me abt "him"...i just smile & say is all over...and continue ans wat they asked...i ans all ques like i m fine..but deep inside my heart...all the sad past is like slowly being pull out...they remind me of "him"...when i never say anything of "him"...pls dont ask...if i say it myself..that means i m ok..but if i never say..pls dont ask...i really cant tahan le...my tears will drop anytime...=(

i m ur master.....hahaha....=P